Sarah Juree was on the lookout for an additional option to rake in money for her family when she launched her OnlyFans account — whereas additionally serving as a instructor at a neighborhood faculty.
“I used to be only a struggling single mother on a instructor wage, so it wasn't this deviant factor,” Juree, 44, completely instructed Us Weekly whereas selling her new e-book, Diary of an OnlyFans Model.
“There was a lady on the town, and he or she had began a web page, and he or she had made, like, $10,000 in a month,” Juree continued. “So in my thoughts, I used to be like, ‘Nicely, what if I do that on summer season break and see the way it goes?' I had by no means been on the platform. Actually didn't know a lot, something about it. I used to be like, ‘Nicely, if I might have two good months like that, I might pay my bank card debt off.'”
Juree went on to create her account, sharing an NSFW photograph — and her life was turned the wrong way up inside weeks. She claimed {that a} consumer “dispersed” her picture “throughout” social media and to her employer, leading to her firing from her job as a instructor.
“It simply occurred actually, actually quick,” she recalled. “That was such a whirlwind. There was a number of grief for me as a result of I liked being a instructor. That was my id, that was my profession that I had put my life into. I used to be a instructor for 20 years. It was a whirlwind, and I believe that was why I wanted to type of take a step again from OnlyFans. I took the final two years off to actually simply go and heal and course of and kind, like, ‘What the heck occurred?'”
Juree defined that she had a “lot of complicated PTSD” — generally known as post-traumatic stress dysfunction — and struggled with suicidal ideation following the incident.
“The place I'm in Indiana, it's like, I'm the scarlet letter of the city,” she stated. “However I take it very personally, as a result of I really feel like I additionally get to be the permission slip for girls on the town. The ladies who need to discover their sexuality, who see me and I'm not backing down from this and I'm not simply working away in disgrace.”
Juree finally turned to alternative routes of therapeutic, together with ketamine remedy — and phrases started “pouring out” of her.
“I believe it exhibits folks your story will not be over,” she stated of her journey to changing into an writer. “You get to be the writer of your story, actually. You get to indicate the world who you're, and at any given cut-off date, you may give this world a plot twist. So now it's, like, ‘Instructor turned OnlyFans mannequin turned writer.'”
By means of all of it, Juree has had her family members by her facet — together with her 13-year-old twins.
“My household has been very supportive, thank goodness. The trickier half is my youngsters as a result of they're twins and so they're teenagers now. They're 13. It's one thing that I've all the time stored separate — what I do if I used to be making content material and stuff, then Mother mode,” Juree defined of balancing each. “However I need my e-book to make my youngsters proud. The place I can flip one thing that was so wild and loopy into one thing good for us.”
Diary of an OnlyFans Mannequin is out now.
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